sheesh I adore my kids....
I am so glad my aunt and uncle decided to get a pool. It has been in the high 90's here lately and that is WAY too hot for me! Yeasterday and today I spent a good portion of the time in the pool. And man am I sunburnt! Francesca and Marcello are doing great in there too. Marcello is stil a little hesitant but after a few minutes he loves it. As for Francesca, shes a natural born FISH. That girl is awesome. She is starting to swim all by herself. She refuses to wear any of her floaties that I bought her. You know the paranoid mom that buys the kids every floating device imaginable and then makes them wear all at the same time? Yea thats me! Well Francesca wont wear anything anymore. Thank God she can reach the bottom!
Everything else is ok too... I guess. I applied for a "nanny" position at a place here that does all the screening and stuff. The money isnt bad either. I just think it sucks that I would have to leave my kids with a stranger so I can watch someone elses kids. Granted Francesca will be in Kindergarden starting September but its only half days. I really feel uncomfortable leaving my children with other people. Some one said so you want people to trust you to watch their children but you dont trust others? Damn straight. I trust myself. I know that I would NEVER harm a child in any way, shape or form. I dont know that about ANYONE else. I would totally understand if someone said that they wouldnt trust me with their children. I dont trust people. Have you watched the news lately? HEL-fucking-O! So yea thats exactly what Im saying... I dont trust anyone with my kids except my family... my CLOSE family. Period.
Today I spent most of the day with my cousins. Something I hadnt really done since I got here. They are so funny and make me laugh so much. My kids love being around my cousins so much. Before I moved here I was worried about how my 17, 15, 12 and 11 year old cousins would feel about having two little ones in the house. BUt they are so good with them! My cousin Jennifer takes Marcello swimming all the time. Kevin will help me tuck Francesca in bed sometimes. It is so neat to see them be so great with the kids. I can not tell how thankful I am to have such a wonderful and uncle that would allow me and my children to stay in their home. Especially just out of the blue!
Today Francesca told me something that almost made me cry. She always asks all silly if she can have "mommie hugs". That means just me and her hugging without interuptions (aka - Marcello) LOL She was on my lap and we were arguing over who loves who more... I told her I love more than she can ever imagine... She was quiet for a while and said "Mommie, I love you and I am so happy you gave me this life" I am not sure she knew what she was really saying but I just squeezed her sooo tight. To hear my 5 year old daughter tell me that after I have moved her around from home to home and took her away from her dad and all that, it means sooo much to know she is still happy. Sheesh that makes me so happy inside... My baby girl is growing up WAY too fast... I just realized she starts Kindergarden in just a month and a half!! Aww man.. shes growing up!!! :(
And Marcello sheesh... today I realized he understands EVERYTHING I saw. I mean EVERYTHING. Hes just so funny. After getting out of the pool I told him lets go take a warm bath. Then I stopped in the kitchen to get a drink and throw some stuff away. I was there for at least 5 minutes. Well, I was looking around for him and didnt see him. So I went upstairs to my room to get him and he wasnt there... I hear the water on in the bathroom. I go in and he is naked in the bath tub with the plug in and the water on. Hello Mr. Marcello. You are 2 not 10. Francesca still wont get herself in the bathtub! His vocabulary has grown sooo much in the past two months that we have been here. He says so much now. He says everyones name... Aunt Margie is Ma and Uncle Larry is rarry LMAO He says basketball, ice, pizza, hot dog, kitty, Eyeore (my cousins rabbit), nose, eye, ear, baby, cup, more, please, jay jay (my cousin Jennifer), Eh-Me (Jeremy, my other cousin), byebye, spongebob, care bears, elmo, blue, cheese... the list goes on forever. Of course he doesnt say very many of them perfect but I am so happy he can say them to where I can understand them! LOL I finally bought him a little potty too. He has been taking his diaper off ALL the time so I thought of getting him a potty. I never thought he would actually use it! Well like 10 minutes after I opened it he straddled it and peed... in the little cup thing... I was in shock! I just got it out so he could get familiar with it and he actually peed in it!! Today he was naked after the bath and he ran to it, farted and then started to poop. He wouldnt sit on the toilet to poop so I had to get a diaper on REAL quick. But I figure at least he knows what its for!! Woo hoo!! Maybe he will be potty trained before Francesca was! She was 3!!! LOL
I have to say I have two of the most beautiful kids! LOL I LOVE them more than I ever thought I could love anything... Its weird. I just want to gobble them up and keep them with me forever...
Other than all that there is no news LOL I am in a whatever mood... looking for work... which I hate. I did win 10 bucks on a scrath off lottery ticket though!! LOL I think I will buy MYSELF something with it! LMAO And wow... Ray comes in less than 2 days... Eekk.
One last thing... Mom, I know you read this every day or at least try to... I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart... and miss you sooo much! XOXOXOXO love, your baby girl
Everything else is ok too... I guess. I applied for a "nanny" position at a place here that does all the screening and stuff. The money isnt bad either. I just think it sucks that I would have to leave my kids with a stranger so I can watch someone elses kids. Granted Francesca will be in Kindergarden starting September but its only half days. I really feel uncomfortable leaving my children with other people. Some one said so you want people to trust you to watch their children but you dont trust others? Damn straight. I trust myself. I know that I would NEVER harm a child in any way, shape or form. I dont know that about ANYONE else. I would totally understand if someone said that they wouldnt trust me with their children. I dont trust people. Have you watched the news lately? HEL-fucking-O! So yea thats exactly what Im saying... I dont trust anyone with my kids except my family... my CLOSE family. Period.
Today I spent most of the day with my cousins. Something I hadnt really done since I got here. They are so funny and make me laugh so much. My kids love being around my cousins so much. Before I moved here I was worried about how my 17, 15, 12 and 11 year old cousins would feel about having two little ones in the house. BUt they are so good with them! My cousin Jennifer takes Marcello swimming all the time. Kevin will help me tuck Francesca in bed sometimes. It is so neat to see them be so great with the kids. I can not tell how thankful I am to have such a wonderful and uncle that would allow me and my children to stay in their home. Especially just out of the blue!
Today Francesca told me something that almost made me cry. She always asks all silly if she can have "mommie hugs". That means just me and her hugging without interuptions (aka - Marcello) LOL She was on my lap and we were arguing over who loves who more... I told her I love more than she can ever imagine... She was quiet for a while and said "Mommie, I love you and I am so happy you gave me this life" I am not sure she knew what she was really saying but I just squeezed her sooo tight. To hear my 5 year old daughter tell me that after I have moved her around from home to home and took her away from her dad and all that, it means sooo much to know she is still happy. Sheesh that makes me so happy inside... My baby girl is growing up WAY too fast... I just realized she starts Kindergarden in just a month and a half!! Aww man.. shes growing up!!! :(
And Marcello sheesh... today I realized he understands EVERYTHING I saw. I mean EVERYTHING. Hes just so funny. After getting out of the pool I told him lets go take a warm bath. Then I stopped in the kitchen to get a drink and throw some stuff away. I was there for at least 5 minutes. Well, I was looking around for him and didnt see him. So I went upstairs to my room to get him and he wasnt there... I hear the water on in the bathroom. I go in and he is naked in the bath tub with the plug in and the water on. Hello Mr. Marcello. You are 2 not 10. Francesca still wont get herself in the bathtub! His vocabulary has grown sooo much in the past two months that we have been here. He says so much now. He says everyones name... Aunt Margie is Ma and Uncle Larry is rarry LMAO He says basketball, ice, pizza, hot dog, kitty, Eyeore (my cousins rabbit), nose, eye, ear, baby, cup, more, please, jay jay (my cousin Jennifer), Eh-Me (Jeremy, my other cousin), byebye, spongebob, care bears, elmo, blue, cheese... the list goes on forever. Of course he doesnt say very many of them perfect but I am so happy he can say them to where I can understand them! LOL I finally bought him a little potty too. He has been taking his diaper off ALL the time so I thought of getting him a potty. I never thought he would actually use it! Well like 10 minutes after I opened it he straddled it and peed... in the little cup thing... I was in shock! I just got it out so he could get familiar with it and he actually peed in it!! Today he was naked after the bath and he ran to it, farted and then started to poop. He wouldnt sit on the toilet to poop so I had to get a diaper on REAL quick. But I figure at least he knows what its for!! Woo hoo!! Maybe he will be potty trained before Francesca was! She was 3!!! LOL
I have to say I have two of the most beautiful kids! LOL I LOVE them more than I ever thought I could love anything... Its weird. I just want to gobble them up and keep them with me forever...
Other than all that there is no news LOL I am in a whatever mood... looking for work... which I hate. I did win 10 bucks on a scrath off lottery ticket though!! LOL I think I will buy MYSELF something with it! LMAO And wow... Ray comes in less than 2 days... Eekk.
One last thing... Mom, I know you read this every day or at least try to... I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart... and miss you sooo much! XOXOXOXO love, your baby girl
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